New approach to life. This is becoming increasingly necessary. I am not in control. If it happens, it happens. I just have to do what I'm told, follow the path. What happens isn't up to me, I just have to roll with it.

I can't spend countless nights agonizing over what was or wasn't said, what I do and do not understand. I can't! It will all go exactly the way it is meant to, and I just have to trust that. No expectations, just living. I can do that...

Yeah right.